Way back when I started all this, did I mention I like a plan? Well, I do. So now on my third round of chemo I thought I had this all figured out; Monday: good day, Tuesday: power day (Steroids plus white blood count booster shot, BTW a great combo for Xmas shopping), Wednesday: bad day, Thursday: not so bad day, Friday: even better.
What do I know anyways? I woke up yesterday and today feeling fine*! Woo hoo for me but I can't get out of my head; what does this mean for the end of the week and my weekend? What is wrong with me? Haven't I learned to live in the moment and just be? I guess I have a lot of work to do........
I am overwhelmed on what I can do this morning; wrap presents, call friends, climb Mt. Philo (A very small mountain for those who don't live near me), write thank you notes for my wonderful meal train dinners.......
Instead today I am going to appreciate feeling fine! I am feeling incredibly grateful right now for my life and the people that surround me; whether they are close or far away.
Thank you for this day!
Lots of love, Lynn
*Fine is a relative term for me. It means I can get out of bed, happy, slight body aches, no headache and not feeling totally fatigued.
OK, truth be told, I wrote this and crashed! Who needs a plan anyways? I ended up enjoying a quiet day with my mom who kept teasing me, "You sure you don't want to climb Mt. Philo? "
ReplyDeleteI think I could have if I wanted to. : )